I've Been Hurt One Too Many Times..

this is the only person i need in my life...(:

they say that it is easy to learn how to forgive somebody..im starting to learn that whoever said that is full of it. I've learned that you can forgive someone but that doesnt always mean that you forget what they have done to you. In my lifetime i have been hurt one to many times and i have learned that a weakness of mine is learning how to forgive someone. It took me 5 years to forgive my mother for what she did to me. So too everyone who is ready this im sorry if i have hurt you because i hold grudges...it's something that i am working on. i know it's a flaw in my character but you either love me for what i am or HATE me for what i am not...the choice is yours. i have the people in my life that i need. so if you cannot accept that then maybe i am better off without you. i dont like being part of a crowd..i like being different and fitting into my own image. i am growing into my own person now and becoming a women. I have learned that sometimes when you really love something you have to "let it go" and eventually if it was meant to be they will come back to you.. <3 i have all i need right now though, and my life is finally heading in the direction that it needs to be...